Hard To Keep Up
Can I be honest with you guys?  I've had a rough week.  I feel like a black cloud has moved in and hangs right above my head.  I am in such a deep, depressed state as of late.  I am so numb.  I feel hollow.  Oh how I wish I could convey what I am feeling.  I look at the clock and can't believe I've wasted away the day.  Honestly if I had to recall what I did today, I don't think I'd even be able to.  Let's see.  I woke up at 9:00, not bad, but I went to sleep at 10:30 last night.  And I hated having to actually get out of bed.  I made my husband get up and feed the kids, and so he did that while I laid in bed delaying getting up.  Then I padded my way into the kitchen stepping over all the clutter strewn across the house.  Fixed myself a bowl of cereal.  Then I sat on the couch and got on the laptop.  Then my son begged me to help him build something with Legos, so I helped him for about 20 minutes....
 
 
