Hard To Keep Up
Can I be honest with you guys? I've had a rough week. I feel like a black cloud has moved in and hangs right above my head. I am in such a deep, depressed state as of late. I am so numb. I feel hollow. Oh how I wish I could convey what I am feeling. I look at the clock and can't believe I've wasted away the day. Honestly if I had to recall what I did today, I don't think I'd even be able to. Let's see. I woke up at 9:00, not bad, but I went to sleep at 10:30 last night. And I hated having to actually get out of bed. I made my husband get up and feed the kids, and so he did that while I laid in bed delaying getting up. Then I padded my way into the kitchen stepping over all the clutter strewn across the house. Fixed myself a bowl of cereal. Then I sat on the couch and got on the laptop. Then my son begged me to help him build something with Legos, so I helped him for about 20 minutes....